Names

I was thinking about it and the meanings of names are really cool.
For example, my name means "Hay Meadow" along with "Ingenious" and "Clever"
I just think it's awesome how each name has it's own "definition"
and a lot of times, the definitions go along with the persons personality

cooking

I'm so happy when I cook.
I love it. Cooking is probably my favorite thing to do ever.
It's like, when I'm putting a meal together, everything else is drowned out.
I forget about everything else except what I'm cooking right at that point in time.
It's like an escape for me.
I cannot wait till I graduate, so I can go to Culinary school.
I'm going for Culinary Management, so that way I learn the things like learning how to properly plate food. But I also will learn the ins and outs of managing my own kitchen. which is what I'd love to do with my life.
I would love to manage have my own kitchen.

Song Lyrics

I love finding song lyrics that describe my mood perfectly.
When I'm angry, I listen to songs that are angry, for the lyrics. cause chances are I'll relate to them.
and when I'm upset, I listen to sad songs. and so on and so forth.
and at this point in time the lyrics that describe my feelings perfectly are
"I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real. Well what if I ripped your heart apart at the seams, maybe then you'd know how I feel."
-"All Hail the Heartbreaker" - The Spill Canvas.
and as depressing as those lyrics are. and as bad as they sound. they actually make me feel better!

"I'm beautiful in my way, cause God makes no mistakes"

I hate how everyone dislikes Lady Gaga  because of the things that she stands for.
she stands for equal treatment of all people, and in my opinion... that's a great thing to stand for.
In her song Born This Way she says "I'm beautiful in my way, cause God makes no mistakes"
and isn't that what most church-goers say? that God made you the way you are, and he makes no mistakes? If so, then why are they the first to bash her?
It just doesn't make sense how people can be so small minded.

When I'm stressed

I eat.
A lot.
I will eat anything, and everything.
But, I also exercise when I'm stressed, so I eat my weight in food, then burn off all of those calories.

the perfect personality

in my opinion, the perfect personality is someone who knows when to be serious,  but still has a sense of humor.
someone who can act their age when needed.
someone who has an infectious laugh. you know, one of the ones where they start laughing, and eventually everyone around them laughs as well.
someone who is compassionate.
someone who can appreciate the little things in life.
someone who can stop and appreciate beauty when they see it.
someone who realizes that everyone is different, and therefore tries their best not to judge.
someone who can tell right from wrong.
someone who cares about the people around them and would do anything to make them happy.

"This is the first song for your mixed tape...

and it's short just like your temper, somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool"
Lately I've been listening to a lot of old music, like, not old in terms of being from the 60's or anything.
But music that I used to listen to when I was in the 6th grade.
I mean, that was back in the time when good music was still being made, like
Hellogoodbye, and Brand New, and Taking Back Sunday, and Bright Eyes.
Back when music was about pleasing the fans, not about how many records you could sell.
Not about how much money you'd make off of one single.
I wish music was still like that today, however, now it's about the money, not feelings.

                                                               I wish music was still like that...